CASHEW YEAR Playlist - 2015

Ok, so I’m starting this thing where I share my playlist & you get to know what I was going through …….to start 2015 was a weird fucking year…..💃🏾🍃

I enjoy my music taste. Music is very sacred to me. I’ve gotten some of my music taste from friends, family, lovers, and travel. I laid this playlist out in a very specific way to match the changes in my life And to go along with the story. I want you to go & find the songs, or rediscover them. 🎶

I was rebuilding in 2015, rebuilding on borrowed quicksand. ⏳

The year had opened up with me getting a speeding ticket in PA, I lived in MD at the time. I was doing 90 in a 55 on the highway with 3 others in the car…..going to a Magic The Gathering tournament…… very reckless. But in my mind I had full control. 🚔

That added rocket fuel to the tension between ****** and I. Going through a "landlord battle with K*****, no car, walking 10 miles to work, due to the royal pettiness lol. Home life was very stressful and it made me feel ridiculous. I was forced to do a lot of things I didnt want to that year by my guardian. I fucking hated it but I had the determination to push through. 💪🏾

I was rushed into working at Bj's brewhouse in Towson a month before my 22nd birthday, which, happened to be a horrible day… almost facing homelessness over a bag of misplaced cashews from the tyranny of ********. 🏚

Something that made life a little lighter was meeting Zuri. Although our time was brief I deeply enjoyed every second spent with her. I would loose my self in our conversations & forget I was on the clock… Lol she‘ll probably never know that she inspired me to do better in life. 🔥

Oh man, I started dating A**** from Aug 2015- Dec 2015 & I was living with her for a bit, to run away from home. My intuitive radars told me not to engage with this woman lol, but what did I do hahaha 😝 (I endured sooo much physical, emotional & psychological abuse 🤕) I got to meet her family in D.C, …… we should have just been friends … it be like that sometimes. 🤷🏾‍♂️

Hmmm last but not least hanging with E**** & going to Strip clubs and casinos, tbh I wasn’t on my yoga path, but this still wasn’t the place for me. I was introduced into some interesting lifestyle choices. No shame, just not for me. I found out that I wasn’t a smoker or drinker & that I didn’t like either, but “when in Norma Jeans” 🤷🏾‍♂️🍸🍃💃🏾

  • Wesley‘s Theory - Kendrick Lamar

  • Can‘t Keep Checking my Phone - Unknown Mortal Orchestra

  • Feel - Bombay Bicycle Club

  • Things Happen - Dawes

  • Upgrade - Logic

  • u - Kendrick Lamar

  • Adventure of A Lifetime - Coldplay

  • You Ain’t Gotta Lie - Kendrick Lamar

  • I’m the Plug - Drake & Future

  • Necessary Evil - Unknown Mortal Orchestra

  • Jumpman - Drake & Future

  • Alright - Kendrick Lamar

  • Fade Away - Logic

  • Complexion - Kendrick Lamar

  • Young Jesus - Logic

  • Magic - Coldplay

  • The Blacker the Berry - Kendrick Lamar

  • Energy - Drake

  • Sound & Color - Alabama Shakes

  • Surprise Hotel - Fool’s Gold

  • Run It - Logic

  • Big Rings - Drake & Future

  • Multi-Love - Unknown Mortal Orchestra

  • Don‘t Wanna Fight - Alabama Shakes

  • Madonna - Drake

  • Scholarships - Drake & Future

  • Mortal Man - Drake & Future

Total Time : 1hr 57 Minutes. . .